You know, I've been so lazy lately! I can't seem to get anything done, it's so hard to find the motivation. And time is flashing by so fast; I know it's October, but... I have made so few memories during the last 2 months, and nothing that I think I'll remember next year.

On a side note, well... There isn't a side note, I'm looking for something to say really. I don't really edit my journals, I just write them out as they go and ship them out, all feelings and typos intact.

I kinda feel like I'm not belonging in my group of friends right now. I'm trying to fit in like I used to, and talk to lots of new people, but it's just not fitting. As if my little piece of puzzle got roughed out of shape during my trip to Japan.

I feel like I'm obsessing over my trip to Japan. And yet, I can't help it... It was the most freaking awesome thing I've ever accomplished in my entire life! I have a thousand stories to tell! Everyday I had 3-4-5-10 adventures! I can remember every single day in Japan, I can remember conversations to the word, I can still recall all the smells, the views, the feelings, the awkwardness when I couldn't understand Japanese, the laughs, and, mostly, my friends. Being with all these new people, it was always an adventure to go do something different, something exceptional! It was a new quest for whatever desire we had in a world we hardly understood, but it didn't matter, because we didn't need to understand it, it was OUR world.

The problem with remembering every detail is when we start to forget them. I know that human memory will fail me someday, be it sooner or later. I wish I could tell someone my whole story, really tell them, express to them the wonder I felt during those 90 days.

But there must have been some less fun days, no? No, there weren't! Every bad day still had something in it, because it was just SO bad, you couldn't help lauging! I once had 3 flat tires in 2 days! Not only that, but my sandals literally broke in half while I was walking to the next town. And the rain was on and off. And yet... it was just so funny! While I was miserable, fixing my tire yet again, finding a shoe store and realizing that the largest pair of sandals they had (it was "extra large", they don't seem to have numbers) was too small for me. I still couldn't help this sad little laugh, that made me forget all my troubles

Well, that's it from me for now, wish I had a little company but I'll be ok with my cats until someone comes along and says hi.

Rock on!